sad!

last post from my host company….so sad..have to say goodbye to my collagues…and especially my supervisor…hmmm….bye bye to all…hope we all will meet again in the future…

lAsT dAy oF woRk…

hey guys..today is my last day of work already..that means this is the last day of my internship..and after my short holiday i will be back to Malaysia…HOME SWEET HOME!

i would not be able to update my blog for some time due to this..so friends..take care!!

heRe hE is!!

hey friends..so our faiker just reached Germany this very morning..after so so long!at last i saw a friend not from germany…haha…what is the feeling?it doesn’t feel like we have not seen each other for a long time..nor does it feel awkward..just happy!

oh ya!yesterday i went out to see the football match between Turkey and Germany..it feels great to be in a country that is playing..and with the very high population of turkish here,can you imagine the atmosphere?DANGEROUS!!

people shouting everywhere,cursing…and i am watching from a Turkish shop..when Germany won,i don’t dare to cheer loudly,because the face of the owner of the shop is..so so black..like charcoal!

today…is my second last day for internship!yea…ok ok..i have to finish my last task today..and see my boss in a while..get back to work!!:)

WELCOME FAIKER!

MeAninGfUl…

1. Don’t go for looks, they can
deceive. Don’t go for wealth even that
fades away. Go for someone who makes
you smile.

2. There are moments in life when you
really miss someone that you want to
pick them up from your dreams and hug
them. Hope you dream of that someone.

3. Dream what you want to dream, go
where you want to go, be what you want
to be, because you have only one life
and one chance to do all the things
you want in life.

4. May you have…Enough happiness to
make you sweet Enough trials to make
you strong Enough sorrow to keep you
human Enough hope to make you happy
And enough money to keep you
comfortable.

5. When one door of happiness closes,
another opens. But we often took so
long at the closed door, that we don’t
see the one which has been opened for
us.

6. The best kind of friend is the one
you could sit on a porch, swing with,
never saying a word and then walk away
feeling like that was the best
conversation you’ve had.

7. It’s true that we don’t know what
we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s
also true that we don’t know what
we’ve been missing until it arrives.

8. Always put yourself in other’s
shoes. If you feel that it hurts you,
it probably does hurt the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle a
strife; A cruel word may wreck a life
A timely word may level stress A
lovely word may heal and bless.

10. The beginning of love is to let
those we love be perfectly themselves
and not to twist them with our own
image, otherwise we love only the
reflection of ourselves we find in
them.

11. The happiest people don’t
necessarily have the best of
everything, they just make the most of
everything that comes along the way.

12. Maybe God wants us to meet a few
wrong people before meeting the right
one so that when we finally meet the
right person, we should know how to be
grateful for that gift.

13. It takes a minute to have a crush
on someone, an hour to like someone
and a day to love someone, but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

14. Happiness lies for those who cry,
those who hurt, those who have
searched and those who have tried. For
only they can appreciate the
importance of people who have touched
their lives.

15. Love is when you take away the
feeling, the passion, the romance and
find out you still care for that
person.

16. A sad thing about life is that
when you meet someone who means a lot
to you only to find out in the end
that it was never bound to be and you
just have to let go.

17. Love starts with a smile, develops
with a kiss and ends with a tear.

18. Love comes to those who still hope
even though they’ve been disappointed,
to those who still believe even though
they’ve been betrayed, need to love
those who still love, even though
they’ve been hurt before.

19. It hurts to love someone, and not
to be loved in return but what is most
painful is to love someone and never
finds the courage to let the person
know how you feel.

20. The brightest future will always
be based on a forgotten past. You
can’t go on well in life until you let
go of your past failures and
heartaches.

21. Never say goodbye when you still
want to try; Never give up when you
still feel you can take it; Never say
you don’t love that person anymore
when you can’t let go.

22. Giving someone all your love is
never an assurance that they’ll love
you back. Don’t expect love in return,
just wait for it to grow in their
hearts but if it doesn’t, be content
it grew in yours.

23. There are things you love to hear
but you would never hear it from the
person whom you would like to hear it
from, but don’t be deaf to hear it
from the person who says it with his
heart.

24. When you were born, you were
crying and everyone around you was
smiling. Live your life to the fullest
so that when you die, you’re smiling
and everyone around you is crying.

cOunTdOwN..

My internship in Germany is coming to an end soon..time flies when it is towards the end,but so hard to endure when it is at the beginning..countdown 4 and a half more days in my host company..this friday will be my last day here..say goodbye to my german colleagues..goodbye to a family that speaks a language which is so foreign to me..

Last weekend,is the last weekend i spend with my dearest roomate,PC..guess after all this end,we will go back to our barren uni and meet there,huh?To and fro,on and off…I would like to say a sincere thanks to you,for being there for me during one of the saddest moments of my life..will always remember the fun and silly things we did together…And to friends who offer me encouragements though we are so far apart..:)

And through this blogs,i got to know some new friends..new sweet friends who always keep me company when i am too bored..haha…Cheers to you all!

*continue after a while*
My supervisor just came n chat with me a while..though being such a busy guy himself,he always have time for an intern like me..he even have big presentations for tomorrow and the day after,but still he say he will come and check on me..good boss,huh!Will I find such a good boss when i work in my mami/papaland next time?

2 more hours before i leave work today….and tomorrow will be 4 days more…

sleEPY….

what the heck!why am i so sleepy today?or tired?i had a good night sleep yesterday i think..didn’t even wake up once..maybe it is because of the weather..maybe it is because of some stuff i am brooding about..maybe it is the backache i am worried about..

please please please…let me settle all the things smoothly so that i can go holiday and back to malaysia happily..:)

yeah or :( ??

mummy n papa!here i come…guess what!i will be flying back on the 9th,not 13th july which was the initial plan..thanks to the visa that expires on the 11th..so a blessing in disguise?hmm..

my last day of work will be next friday,27th june…but before that i have alot of things to be settled!reportssss,train reservations..etc etc..just cannot think of all those right now..have to say goodbye to germany already…hey,germany..i am fonder of you now,you know…sad that i have to leave you soon…have to leave BASF,have to leave my supervisor..such a good man…always come and take a look at me,and chat with me..

happy or sad?happy or sad?….

cEleBraTioN…

woohoo!to celebrate the end of our presentation that ended last Tuesday,me and PC went to have a drink at a lounge..10 minutes from our house by bus..it’s cocktail night,so it’s cheaper!4 €..don’t convert ok…haha..so..

these are how our cocktails look like..really got silver cocktail!wonder can any of you see..mine was one the left,called ‘Sex on the beach’ and PC’s one is named ‘Long Island’..know why we chose those two?so that it can fit into our story line..’A and B is having sex on the beach in Long Island’..lolz!

a shot by PC while i am eating the tiny piece of watermelon..sweet one!sad to say..that is the second time i had watermelon since i came to europe..sad case,huh?

then..after a few sips..

face super red like monkey’s a**!hehehe…

nein nein..Leben ist kein ein Bett von Rosen..

yesterday..while sending he/she back we met a lady in the train..from phillipines,she migrated here after marrying her husband, a German guy..the blissful(erm,i don’t know blissful or not,but can last 25 years should be good i guess)..me,sufen,PC were talking to each other and suddenly she asked us,are you all chinese?

then..she continued,’i just got divorced recently..married to a german guy for 25 years,next time you want to marry,marry a guy from your own country.*They*<–referring to her husband,won’t understand..different culture and all that..they are workaholic..’

and off she went,after bidding a brief farewell..that set me thinking..we don’t know her..but she was telling us how she felt..does she have anyone here to confide into?i feel..i can see the sadness in her eyes..her eyes are watery as she talked…

life..is not a bed or roses….

cAn’t be bOthEred…

now i realise..certain people are just not worth you treating them that well..dah..there is no need for fine dining,no need for lamb chop as ‘ikan kembung’ will do,he/she wouldn’t be asking for fish like ‘salmon’..’oh,i miss salmon’..so..this particular fella actually misses salmon or he/she only acts like he/she misses salmon for he/she is in a high class restaurant??no need for a taxi to pick him/her up,no need for you to help him/her oraganize trips…no need for cocktail as appetizer,no need for fancy main course nor superb dessert,no need to introduce to him/her on the place you are staying in now..for he/she will be bo*sting about where he/she had lived..

just bring him/her to eat in the canteen will do,drink normal coffee..take bus instead of taxi…welcome to the world of ‘THE GREAT’!!!hail to the ‘KING‘!

*i am sorry,but this is one of my few outburst..*..
even if you do not understand what we are talking about,feel free to join..lol..